Wed, Sep. 22nd, 2004, 06:47 pm
So it's official. Movin out, and movin into my own place on Friday. Wow, long time coming.
Let Reggie borrow $3250 today so he could buy a car. He's giving me back 500 a week and an extra 250 after all is said and done.
Can't wait to see Meg tomorrow. :)
Tue, Sep. 14th, 2004, 06:20 pm
Let's see... Thursday night I went to the city to drop Michele off at her acting class and then I had dinner with the Tirondolas and Meg, then I came home. I didnt plan on going back to the city until Sunday, but I ended up going back on Friday. I stayed with Meg in her dorm Friday Saturday and Sunday night, which was really cool. We argued a few times, but overall it was an amazing time. I'm actually glad that we argue on occassion.. if there was no arguing at all then I'd probably be a little worried. While there I bought a digital camera for Meg and I, bought her a sweater and me a few things from quiksilver, went out to dinner at this really cute cafe, and just hung out.. I love every second I spend with this girl.. I really feel like the luckiest guy on the face of the earth.
I had my MRI done on Friday, and I have another doctor's appt on this Friday to get the results and see if I need surgery or not. I'm gonna move out sometime this week and move in with Regg... I can't wait to get out of this basement. Just went out with Kristin for ice cream.. it was really cool to hang out with someone from Randolph for a little while. Thursday I have a dentist's appt.
Alot of people are coming home this weekend! I am really fuckin stoked.
I have to call about tickets to Dane Cook tonight or tomorrow. He's at Caroline's in NY this weekend and me and meg want to go see him. So that's what's planned for Sunday. Then hopefully by next week I'll be all moved in and back to work.
That's all for now... later
p.s. love you and miss you baby
Wed, Sep. 8th, 2004, 10:12 pm
Seeing my love this past weekend was amazing. I was sooo happy. I'm coping better with not seeing her as much now, not sure why.. of course I still miss her to death, but I'm not as miserable as I was. Went golfing today, shot an 85, best score ever for me, in the pouring rain no less. I get to see Meg tomorrow! And Sunday! :)
I love you Meaghan Eve and I miss you soooo much
I am soooo looking forward to tomorrow. I cant wait to see Meg.. like woah. I miss her so fucking much.
My room is clean, and it smells nice, because I lit a vanilla scented candle.. mmmm.. next project is to clean the car, but that can wait until next week because this weekend is devoted to my beautiful, amazing girlfriend. :)
So now I can't visit Meg until Friday. Another day of loneliness and being completely miserable... yay.
I'm lonely. I really can't wait for thursday. It can't come soon enough. Meg is having an amazing time at college and as happy as I am for her it really doesn't help me any. I went golfing today with my dad, that dulled my misery for a little while. I'm moving out. Moving in with Reggie. Not sure how that will go. I'm obviously not dealing with this very well. Hopefully I'll learn. Night.
Sun, Aug. 22nd, 2004, 02:19 am
I've never felt so many emotions all at once in my entire life. Happy, sad, fulfilled, dreadful.. you name it, and besides anger, I'm probably feeling it. Mike and Ryan left a few days ago. I'm sure I'll go down to VTech sometime between now and Thanksgiving to see them. Jimmy and Taranae leave tomorrow..well..today actually. That's four of my best friends gone.
Garden State is an amazing movie. Quite possibly my favorite movie of all time. I can relate to that movie like I never have with any other film before. The soundtrack is amazing. The acting is amazing. The story is beyond amazing. I could watch it every day.
Myrtle Beach was alot of fun. Broke my toe, but besides that everything was fantastic. Spending time with Meg gets better each and every minute we spend together, and getting to know Moe better was awesome. Sure, she was an emotional rollercoaster, but nonetheless an amazing person.
I am absolutely dreading a week from now. More so I'm dreading the fact that there's nothing I can do about it. I have seen Meaghan practically every day for this entire summer. And then in one week, it all changes. I know we'll make it through everything, because we simply have to. I love this girl more than I've ever loved anything in my life. More than baseball, more than life. She is everything I have ever wanted and more.
For those wondering, I have decided not to attend college for at least the first semester. Anyone who knows me knows I don't belong in college, but if I can get my arm healthy then who knows.
In about 8 hours I'm going to PA to hang out with my cuz (who's more like a brother) that I haven't seen in fucking forever, since March I believe. I'm pretty stoked about that.
Well, night all.
Been a while since I last updated.. haven't really been doing much, just hanging out. Meaghan's been in North Carolina, it's been a loooonely week, but she's back! I went with her mom and picked her up at the airport last night. She was exhausted, which I expected, but nonetheless it was so awesome to see her, I missed her sooooo friggin much.
Today I went to Best Buy with Frank and got the second volume of Aqua Teen Hunger Force, and the new Autopilot Off cd. Frank's car then proceeded to die. goooood times. Julie and Mike happened to be at the mall and tried to help out and jump it, but to no avail. So Mike and Julie took me home, and Frank waited for his dad at Best Buy. Just watched Disc One of ATHF, it was as hilarious as I thought it would be. Seen most of the episodes before, but still funny of course. Tonight I'm hoping it's dinner and a movie with meaghan, because I'm leaving tomorrow morning for New York. Casino timeeeeeeeeeee. Man I hope I don't come back broke. lol. I'll be back really late Friday night. Then Saturday is Bill's 55th Anniversary, and Sunday is my gigantic family picnic with like hundreds of people.
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now.
There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how.
Maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me.
And after all
You're my wonderwall.
Sat, Jul. 10th, 2004, 01:48 pm
The last week has been very interesting.
I'm done with baseball for the summer. My arm can't handle anymore. Which to me is a good thing, now I don't have to worry about games anymore and can have more fun!
I won $1400 playing poker in three days this week. Fucking awesome. Now I have money to buy things and go on adventures! huzzah!
Had my "graduation party" last night. Hahaha. Just like 10 to 15 people at my house drinking and having fun. Sarah Kori Gene and Meaghan stayed over... fun times. lol.
Now Meaghan's grad party is today, and I'm stopping by Kristin's grad party for a little while too.
Class is going really well. Got a 100 on both of my first two quizzes and have already written two papers in 3 days. I'm really amazed with myself. Yesterday was fun, had class, played catch and talked with sarah at brundage, and watched Secret Window at night with meaghan.. which by the way was awesome. Johnny Depp will never cease to amaze me with his acting ability.
Well that's all for now I suppose.. I'm off to go hang out with meaghan outside cuz it's so nice out, and then I have a game today. later